Butterflies in my tummy.

I can feel the butterflies in my tummy. It's tomorrow! I'm not at all excited but nervous and freaking out! D: I'm just not ready for college yet. A very good example : I haven't even got a bag! -.- It's just too early for me, I just finished my IGCSE two weeks ago. And the two weeks were filled with lots of activities, I hardly got a day to rest, hardly did any shopping either! Why can't they just follow the British and have september intakes?! -.- Urghhh I am asking for things that can't be changed. My plans.. all gone.. Taking up baking classes, art classes, dancing classes, language classes, travel to Singapore,Thailand and Korea.. *poof* Heartbreaking indeed! ):

I remember how I used to be hoping of leaving school real soon and start a whole new life in college. Now I wish I never left :'( I wish I didn't graduate. I wish tomorrow is just another ordinary school day, walking up to my homeroom in that ugly uniform and seeing all those familiar faces. I'd rather sit in Chemistry class, listen to Ms Thiaga talks about chemical reactions and copy shitloads of notes. Or even try hard forcing my eyes open in Physics class. Ahhh memories! ): I don't even mind going to school for igcse all over again! I'm just trying to hide from reality again. Haih

Never thought I would feel like this. I wonder how's tomorrow gonna be. A whole new place with people I don't know. I really wish I can meet new friends. I am not sure whether I still know how to approach strangers but I hope to try my best! Wish me luck guys ♥

Ps: Don't even know what to wear tomorrow, and tuesday? wednesday? all the way till the end of next year?! Oh great -.- I wish they had uniforms. Nice ones. Remember how we wish we could wear normal clothes to school during high school?  How silly of us :')

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