Here I am once again.

 

Here I am once again. Sitting here and trying to make up something for my dear blog. Sorry that I've once again neglected this space although I've promised once and once again not to do so. For the pass three months have been hectic I'd say. And yet I never change. The same old habit, I never thought I would manage to go through all those papers just by studying in such a short period of time. I did it I guess? Most of the time were spent wandering around the house, facebook and random tv shows. Everything can be so distractive when you are trying to study. Now there are two more papers left,hopefully I can ace most of the papers. *fingers crossed*

So many things have been running in my mind lately. I've been reading so many blogs and always wondering how interesting others life can be. I want my life to be abit more interesting! Some sparkles,something unique. Or maybe I'm just asking too much. My high school life is ending real soon,pretty excited about what there has to come. Hopefully a long break to catch up on so many thing I missed out! Then college! Sounds really exciting, somehow I just want to start all over again. A whole new life, meeting new people and making new friends. Not that I'm not happy with my friends now but I just wanted a change.

I am going to look into life in a whole new way now. Basically being myself! For years I've been always hiding my true inner self, in most situations I don't stand up for things and tend to follow the flow. I didn't care what I really thought but what others think instead. It just wasn't me at all. Till recently, I stood up for once and judged in what I really think, I didn't regret at all. I've learn many things in life during this two years. I would still be so immature and innocent if I stayed in my old school.

Now I hope I'm ready to face what there has to come. Be who I am. 

Stay tuned! Hope to update this space real soon and start being a real blogger! 2 more papers left and I'm done :D Till then. xx

xoxojueexoxo