Here it comes again. Stress.

Second week of college already, hectic days. I feel so unproductive yet so productive? Okay I'm going insane somehow. A Levels makes me scared, afraid that I'm unable to catch up. Especially when you're in a class filled with smart people. And hardworking people.. which I'm certainly not. At least there isn't that many subjects, Business Studies and Economics were pretty easy, basics that I've learned from high school economics. Accounting was actually okay, I could understand without having any basics. The killer is MATH. I just felt like gaving up in class. I wasn't bothered to pay attention, copy notes or do assignments. Currently being too dependent on my tuition teacher now. But he just made me even more nervous rather than boast my confidence like how he did for my IGCSEs. I really hope to do well, but I'm just not trying hard enough. If only I could remove all those laziness in me. Arghh! Hope to be back soon, awfully packed week! ):

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